After racking my brain out for what my husband got me for my birthday, I finally got it. Leave it to him to be so creative with what he could get me. <3
I’m going to miss him so much, but at least we got to get some last minute laughs, smiles, and pictures in. I’ll stay as strong as possible for him.
My mom surprised me with this when I got home today. My Prince Charming just so happens to also be a marine, who I’m beyond lucky to call my husband who I love with all of my heart 💚
He might be just about the biggest dork ever, but besides that it’s fine because he’s my dork first off. And secondly, it doesn’t matter because he surprises me by sending me random orders of my favorite flowers to make me happy because he can’t be here with me. <3 I couldn’t love him anymore if I tried.
Let me start this off by saying that there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for this man.
I know we’re young and just married but it’s not like I just met him. Ever since I was a freshman in highschool there has never once been another guy that i’ve met/been with that i’ve loved even remotely close to how much I love him. And the fact that i’m now able to say that i’m actually married to my highschool sweetheart is amazing. Nothing tops that.
He happens to be a U.S Marine which makes things very difficult at times, especially lately. If he’s not gone for training for weeks, then it’s a month, and it gets extremely depressing because it’s just more lost time without him which sucks…:/ And we were both hoping he’d get off of it but because he’s not he’s been beyond stressed lately which has caused us to get into so many stupid fights and arguements. But I look at it as all couples get into fights. We’re no different than others when it comes to that. But despite that we manage to work things out and not let it go on forever because that’s what marriage takes…having those stupid fights but being able to work through them. I mean no matter what challenges our relationship has had to go through we always get through it stronger than before and that’s one of the things I love the most about us. Having such a strong relationship.
But anyway the entire point to this is that………It’s been a month! It’s pretty hard to believe because time really does fly by, but i’m happy. :) I have no idea what the plans are to celebrate, honestly a nice dinner somewhere we both love followed up by going to the boat dock and watching the sunset/looking at stars, followed up by amazing sex…. OR getting something easy and quick while driving onto base to go to the beach and just walk till we can’t anymore talking about anything and everything, followed up by falling into sand laughing and just laying there together watching the sun set and who knows, maybe even stick around long enough to see stars and then follow that up with amazing sex and idk what else and that would be perfect. <3 But I guess most importantly it comes down to just being together and happy for the day to celebrate and i’ll be happy enough.
I love you more than anything else in this world, we’re talking to inifinty and beyond. And here’s to one crazy first month that we’ve gotten through, and to a million more better ones from here. <3
I’m beyond thrilled, we managed to get a kitchen table, couches that are ah-mazingly comfortable, and other important things. It’s officially starting to feel like a home. <3 but of course the weekends over and it’ll be a long week but I look forward to spending every night with him whether we do a ton of things or just chill around doing nothing, as long as I’m with him and he’s not on the field I’m beyond happy. :)
I hate not having him here….This gloomy weather isn’t making me feel any better. And I in a way feel hurt and could cry because I feel like he missed me more when he was gone for four days. It’s 10 this time and I don’t get texts saying how much he misses me and can’t wait to be holding me again. Idk maybe I’m all emotional because of the weather and missing him, and I’m just being crazy. But still, I love getting texts that are all sweet and romantic while he’s gone.:( bring those back please…
I miss him so much.
I find myself laying here thinking of him as I hear it start raining heavier. I think of how much I’d rather have him keeping me warm right now rather than sleeping outside in a tent on the range.
I get up in the morning by myself and think of how quiet it is. I go to work and wonder how he is, and check my phone for texts even though I don’t get any. I then come home, take my nap, when I do wake up it’s weird to not have him home waking me up with a kiss. I make dinner and eat all by myself. And then go back to bed. Except tonight. Going out in town without him wasn’t the same. Driving around was boring, walking around stores was boring. Shopping was boring. You know you’re in a good relationship when that special person in your life can make everything better, whether it’s grocery shopping, driving around or doing absolutely nothing. It’s these times when I realize just how much I love him.
The worst though is that we both miss eachother so much already and when he goes on his deployment it’ll only get worse. :/
This is my marine. But to me, he’s more than that. He’s my bestfriend, my other half, my missing puzzle piece, and as of about 1:40 or so this afternoon, my fiancé. We’ve known each other for four years. And even though in those four years we weren’t always together, he always came back to me which is all I could ask for. And now I no longer have to worry about losing him again because he’s all mine, and I’m all his. ❤ And I look forward to getting to spend the rest of my life with him. There isn’t anything else that I’m as sure of. With him everything just feels right, there’s never a time that we’re together and I don’t feel safe, and I never have to pretend to be something I’m not. He knows every single flaw I have, and despite that, he loves me and chooses to spend his life with me. To end this, the only thing I could say is, “His mother raised one amazing son, and I can’t thank her and his stepdad enough for doing so.” Always and forever. 💜